More of Debbie

Well today has been a sucky day. And it's only 2:00. I left Memphis this morning. Scott woke up at 5:30 and was out of the house an hour later to head off to work. There was no way I could have possibly gone back to sleep so I hopped in the shower and was on the road by 7. Like, really, this is getting so old. When Scott and I were saying bye to each other, my tears felt like the weighed 2 pounds each because they slid down my face really fast and hit my arm and made a big splash. I kid you not. I stopped by my parents house in Little Rock and I'm still here...stalling. I don't feel like going up to Fayetteville today. I'm thinking about spending the night and waking up really early tomorrow and driving up. I HATE staying by myself at night. I creep myself out. My house is really old and makes noises all the time. I feel like Peter Pan because sometimes my shadow freaks me out. I'm serious. I'll jump and then realize it's just me. I can't take a sleeping pill at night because they make me really groggy. So I stay up until about 2:00 every night until I'm so tired I know I'll sleep all through the night. Then I wake up early to go to work and I'm tired all day. During the weekends, I just crash. Scott was like 'what's wrong with you?' because I slept until 11:00 on Saturday.
Last night, Scott and I were getting ready for bed and he said 'I've really enjoyed getting to spend some time with you.' I'm like, really? A husband shouldn't have to say that to his wife. I wish I didn't have a job so I could just move back to Memphis and stay until May or whenever. Dang responsibilities.
I knew this was going to be the scenario but I guess I underestimated how depressing the situation would be. Damn economy. It's all Bill Clinton's fault. And Barack Obama certainly isn't going to make things better with his ignorant ways. You can tell by looking at him that he knows he's way over his head. Only accepting 13 questions at a press conference...whatever. I've said it before and I'll say it again. 1 term president.
Woah don't know how I got off on that. I'm just frustrated at everything right now. You should see me on the road today. If 1 more big truck gets in the left lane going 65 MPH I'm honking as I zoom by.
That's all. Sorry I'm such a Debbie Downer. Expect more of her these next few months...