Wednesday, September 12, 2012

It Is Well

Want to see the most beautiful photo that's ever been taken?

Isn't my baby girl so gorgeous? I found the film (yeah, it's old school) of this shot and this photo was take of Hol in the fall of 2004 when she was 8 years old. She's a beauty isn't she? I've never looked at something that constantly overwhelmed me with how adorable it was but she did it to me every single day. How cute Holly is LITERALLY overwhelmed me Every Time she looked at me. Nothing else has ever made me feel that way. Holly is perfect and I miss my girl so, so much. It makes me sad to talk about her in the past tense. I still sob over her multiple times a week. A solid 30 minutes of mine and Scott's drive to Little Rock this last weekend consisted of a large breakdown from me. Grief is so hard and still very heavy.
It's been five months and 1 day but hasn't gotten any easier. I think about my girl almost constantly throughout the day and dream about her at night so often. No matter how much time will go by I believe I'll never get over it. And you know what? That's okay with me. Never getting over Holly is well with my soul.

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