House & Baby

Today has been a good day! Campbell woke up feeling like his normal self and I'm so, so glad. My heart was breaking for my pitiful baby yesterday. I woke up feeling like my normal self too since Campbell slept for 6 hours and 42 minutes last night!!!!!! Whaaat?! I know it's just because the shots wore him out and we probably won't get that long of a sleep again for a while but still. Super duper exciting. I said a prayer before I went to bed last night that the Lord would help me sleep better. Campbell has been sleeping longer but I haven't. I wake up in the middle of the night and stare at the monitor until I see some movement. Then if I don't see anything I run upstairs to check on him. I'm tired of being paranoid. I prayed that the Lord would give me peace and even though I did wake up and checked the monitor a few times, I was only up for maybe 2 minutes and was able to quickly go back to sleep. I'm thankful for answered prayers and that the Lord helped me calm down. I pray I'll continue to get better about that.

The first good picture of all of my babies! I love this photo!!! Except we're missing Gracie....

Also, I have felt like super woman today! (It's amazing what sleep can do for you). I have been able to manage my baby and my house. Scott has 100% taken over household duties since Campbell has been born. It's his way he feels like he can really contribute and I have been so grateful for him doing that. I would have a messy house, no clean clothes and be hungry if it weren't for him! However, today I was able to take care of Campbell and cook dinner for the first time in 10 weeks. It felt so empowering!! Hahaha!!! I didn't realize how much I missed cooking. I'm not saying this will be a new thing, but life is definitely starting to get easier. Really hoping I didn't just jinx myself by saying that.....