I have a love/hate relationship with the kind of day I had today. The kind where I stay home all day and do nothing. I actually did get out and make a Sam's run (Campbell needs his food!) but otherwise we stayed in all day. I just can't really get around much anymore with Campbell because it makes my back hurt and really wears me out. In a way it's nice to be home all day but it also gets very boring. By the time Scott was done working I was itching to get out of the house so we all took a long walk around our neighborhood.
Bennett's movements kept me up for about 2.5 hours last night. When Campbell woke up I was so tired because I felt like I had just fallen back to sleep. As I was walking upstairs to get him I couldn't help but think that this is the reality that is about to be my life. I put my happy face on and accepted it for what it is. I made myself a big cup of coffee and knew I would just take a nap when Campbell did. I want to have a better attitude about my impending lack of sleep this time around because when Campbell was waking through the night as a newborn I was so grouchy and irritated by it. I'm planning on scheduling Bennett right away so hopefully he'll be a better newborn sleeper than Campbell was. Regardless, I know that it's just a season of life (hopefully a very short one!!) and I'm already giving myself pep talks and trying to get in the right frame of mind about it.