Lonely

I'm having a day where I'm very lonely and missing my family. I wish they lived here. Scott is in his relay at work and he works nearly 24/7. I feel very alone. I do everything by myself when he's in his relay. Today I went to church by myself, ate lunch by myself, went to see Eclipse again...by myself. It sucks. This is my life every day and is for about 5 months out of the year. I know it's not his fault and I don't resent him by any means. I just really wish I had my family here to keep me company when times like these come around. It makes me very sad.
Or....I wish I could go on a vacation and get away from my empty house. I've always wanted to go to Carmel. My parents think it's the most fabulous place in the world. What I wouldn't give to hop on a plane tomorrow and go to Carmel! Or Vegas. You all know how much I love Vegas. It's obviously not going to happen, so I guess I'll try to find a way to entertain myself here in Bentonville. I guess I'll go water my flowers. So exciting.